at last...

after so many years holding and keeping this feeling inside my heart, da time has come for me to let it go..
eventhough its hurt me alot but its something i supposed to do..
its better to leave and go as far as possible than pretending to be happy when seeing him happy with someone else..
to u, im sorry if what i am holding this time makes u suffocate.. i promise no more after this because i finally realize what im kepping this time has no meaning and no ending at all..
loving u is the most beautiful thing i've ever felt...
and trying to forget u is the most difficult thing i've ever done..

no matter how difficult it is, i have to say..
may u always be happy and goodbye forever...