STARLIGHT TEARS

The white starlight envelops the tears

The tears fall in the warm wind

Do you feel it?

This trembling, quiet whisper that is going on your way

I draw you on this white paper

The warm smile holds me

Is this love?

Even when I close my eyes, I see only you

I will be waiting for you

I will wait for you

I don’t want to see the tears of pain anymore

You let me know

This love that’s like a lie, I’ll never let it go

Because that love is you

I’m walking in my memories with you

The tears fill even the deepest area of my heart

What should I do?

Even in my dreams, I miss you

Please look at me, like the faraway stars

Can’t you be the one that’s in my heart?

i.m STUPID...

Because I’m too stupid

I have no one besides you

You, who is looking at someone else

Don’t you know how I felt?

There isn’t me in your days

And not even having any remembrance

Me, who is looking st your back

You still don’t know how I feel

In the end, you go past me

In the days where I miss you so much and I endured the pain

I love you whirls near my mouth

Crying for you and missing you alone yet again

I always waiting for you

I’m looking at you whom I’m yearning for

Making the memories on my own

Love is like a beautiful wound to me

Even when I see your beautiful smile

I am unable to laugh with you

In the days where I think of you a lot

And in the days where my heart cold and sad

Never say goodbye

Though I am unable to hold you like the way I want

I need you, but I am unable to say anything

I want you and I wish for it again and again

sayu..

dia out of my life!!

brkali aku bicara pada diri sendiri..

dan pada saat tu jugak la terasa seluruh ruang hati sakit namun aku gagahkan diri..

hanya dengan ungkapan itu yg mmbolehkan aku untuk sedar dari mimpi aku yang sia-sia..

sdh berkali2 aku terjatuh namun aku masih lagi tetap mahu melangkah..

akhirnya aku jatuh dan kali ini aku terluka..

parah dan pedih..

hanya Tuhan yang tahu bagaimana rasanya kerana tak siapa yang mampu untuk tahu..

tapi, sedikitpun aku tak pernah menyesal..

kerana dia, aku punyai kenangan terindah..aku punya sesuatu yang menjadi milik aku..

walau aku terluka tapi, aku puas...

aku puas kerana aku bukanlah orang yang mudah berpaling dari kegagalan..

ramadhan dtg lagi!!!!

Alhamdulillah..ramadhan tahun ni dtg lagi..masuk hari ni dh hari yg ke-6 umat islam berpuasa..puasa aku pom ckup lagi stakat ni..hahahah..yg best ttg puasa biaselah, ada bazar yg melimpah ruah mknannyer..sbut ajer nk makan apa, everythim ada..
bulan ramadhan ni gak adlh bulan yg pling mulia antra bulan..klu nk tingkatkan ibadah and nk bntuk jati diri agr lbih kuat, bulan ni lah masanyer.. dugaan mmg byk..antranya, mengalami keletihan apbila terpksa kekelas..hahaha..xtvt harian pon trbantut ckit..tak leh nak nakal2...kah3..

tp, despite everythim above..gnjaran yg kita dpat mstilah brbaloi dgn apa yg kita rasa kn, so..tak perlulah cari alasan becos of puasa, itu xblh ini xblh..hahhah..

to all my besties.. selamat berpuasa diucapkan...